
Saturday, 29 December 2007
playing
surprise !
I'd lost how to play. Ground to a halt, disappeared into a dark passage of thought.
helping the play now is another blog.
Not a named blog, just a place for me to out some thoughts.
Possibly with pictures, that'll be nice hey !
I'd lost how to play. Ground to a halt, disappeared into a dark passage of thought.
helping the play now is another blog.
Not a named blog, just a place for me to out some thoughts.
Possibly with pictures, that'll be nice hey !
dog food shop ?
where is the dog food shop.
is it there.
is it.......over here.
the sun is out, time to explore.
is it there.
is it.......over here.
the sun is out, time to explore.
Friday, 28 December 2007
Monday, 24 December 2007
it's just a day
thoughts about doubt.
doubt within.
if it's not fun anymore, what do you do ?
is part of it realising it's not fun anymore.
washing up, drinking coffee. sad-again.
Tirednessness fuels depressive tendancy in me. Am I that tired. Have I had to work that hard at the course, that it leaves me, shell like.
Numb, yes I feel numb.
back to washing up...
doubt within.
if it's not fun anymore, what do you do ?
is part of it realising it's not fun anymore.
washing up, drinking coffee. sad-again.
Tirednessness fuels depressive tendancy in me. Am I that tired. Have I had to work that hard at the course, that it leaves me, shell like.
Numb, yes I feel numb.
back to washing up...
Wednesday, 19 December 2007
first module result
i've passed the first module. not much time to appreciate what that feels like. Too much nonsense lately with the staff member to add much value to it. Mayb ein time that will return. I really hope so. With other deadlines approaching and lots of fear and questioning going on, time is best spent looking forward to what is needed to be done.
Tuesday, 18 December 2007
pm blues
as the day progressess(does a day progress) I get more tired. The papers today all have front covers theat when read from a distance makes our society look like we don't have a clue about what is going on. The national football team even has a 61 year old puppet-whoops-italian running it now.
It's days like this that the notion of being around people that you like,feel comfortable with and can have a laugh with become very real. If they are unavailable, are you best of just sticking to your own ground, doing your own thing. Keeping away from people that drain and don't replace.
It's days like this that the notion of being around people that you like,feel comfortable with and can have a laugh with become very real. If they are unavailable, are you best of just sticking to your own ground, doing your own thing. Keeping away from people that drain and don't replace.
early riser
still the aftermath of monday 10th lingers. At least this morning I've got up and used the time to do something constructive.
Sunday, 16 December 2007
after time with friends
after time with friends,my sense of grounding and centre return. Tired and happy, I can now interact with other people again.
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